Upon increased interaction with my colleagues, it has come to my realization that I will only find help when I am over the edge. I have been pointed out that I should actually seek help when I am nearing the edge, not when I am falling over.

Because at that tipping point, if I don't get any solutions, I could actually break down.

But you see, I like to know that I have exhausted all options. That's all.

Anyway, I took that advice into consideration.

Had been facing problem some IT problems, and have been outsourcing by myself for the past few days. Until I remembered that useful advise- seek help when you are nearing the edge.

Ladies and gentlemen,

This piece of paper was the best news I had today.

Oh you IT people in the whole wide world. You are the most aweseomest people today. Especially that guy who helped me out at work hahaha ok I'm just being so drama k bye!

"It's ok. It's just one month more to go. It can wait."

"Yar, that's 30 DAYS. Start counting."

-_-

Did I mention that I'm getting John (not real name) ?

He's six. And he yoodles. And he drags (like literally drags) anybody when he really wants to go toilet.

And he runs around inside a small room non stop because he has the energy of a six year old high on sugar 24/7.

And he talks with a korean accent. And he is adorable. And he makes loud noises when he plays his toys.

I'm actually looking forward to having him.

This is no sarcasm. I actually want to see how this kid can drain all of my energy hahah. Well, also. I've always wanted to yoodle along with him for the longest time.

Hahahahaahahahahaha so exciting lah!

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I heart you. Always. (:

Rumour has it that the bonus is coming. Which means slightly more moolah for that month.

I have been told to treasure this rare appearence of kaching and make it disappear like a magic trick by going for retail therapy, because if you don't someone is going to make it disappear for you.

Which means, I gotta buy a whole load of things for myself before I have other financial commitments and cannot spulrge on them anymore.




But here's the problem.


I don't even know what to splurge on.

I'm not proud of it, nor am I discreetly hiding this (somewhat) weird behaviour of mine. But I've never really seem to get any high from shopping for clothes/shoes/bags/etc.

Her choice of getting high.

I'll tell you what gets me high and happy (apart from the usual stuff you think you know):
- Escaping laundry duty
- Getting rented DVDs
- Doing grocery shopping
- Cooking leisurely
- Eating my food that I've experimentally cooked
- Pranking someone

Everybody has their thing. I see people with wardrobes full of shoes, others bags.

Me?

Well, my shoes and my bags- I don't think they reach a double digit. Respectively. And let's not talk about my clothes.

Given a choice, I would like to have a rack/shelf FULL OF DVDs. And a good TV. And a recliner.

So I guess, based on this "analysis", I could maybe spend that extra moolah on:
1. DVDs
2. Getting a rack for the DVDs
3. TV
4. Recliner
5. Kick ass sound system? (I just wanted to add a #5)

Sounds like a good plan.

If you have your own house.

Also I don't usually splurge. Either I'm really a cheapskate or because I've had
bad experience with being unemployed and had very low financial fluidity during
those times. So that's why I'm always being cautious?

Haha I don't know.


Then I came across this.




Yikes. What has money done to us.

I'll let you out on a world known secret- I'm no top scorer. I was that kid who was always under the radar, who procrastinated, who got mediocre results.

That's me. Still me.


You see I think at the end of it all, it's not so much about the final product, its really more about the process.


The process of finding where you fit in,

and then quickly settling down to mug for the exams,

and then letting loose to relax after exams,

And then the whole cycle starts all over again.

If you think this was after-exam party, you are greatly wrong. This was actually a Welcome Back Party. So technically, this depicts the process of finding where you fit in once again and quickly settling down (hahah settling down YAR RIGHT).

So at this point I would like to say THREE things.

1. I miss Medan. Food so cheap we were willing to brave the (friggin) hot sun. No joke.

Of course, the company was always priceless. (:

2. If you can spot me, you are as awesome as the experience I had during the camp.

Found me yet? Zoom in. I'm there. Serious.

3. I miss all of you. Every.Single.One.Of.You.

Wishing all of you good health. May you excell in whatever that you are doing today. Bless you all =)

1. u need an audience. so far, i only hv u. so technically im actually entertaining u. so much a vlogs? haha
2. i need to do regular updates. blog i dah berhabuk, apa lagi vlog
3. i need materials all the time. which i dont. becs most times i am consumed by my work
4. i dont hv fancy video editing programes to make it look wow. as a result, i will not attract more audience
5. i would need awesome hang out buddies to be acting stupid in front of camera. which is technically u and the other selenge bacins. without u guys, my stupidity dont come in naturally. i am boring.

THERE. 5 reasons on not doing a vlog.

your turn.

1. i am THE audience.
2. you dont have to think so much with vlog. you can just blab and it'll get funny. definitely funny
3. you will always entertain me
4. its fun and worth doing
5. i know you want to. at least you want to try doing one webisode
   

STOP USING THAT WORD OF WEAPON. i know you want to. that's like peer pressure mate! hahahahahahahha

Don't judge me.



But I love my job.

That is all.

So far-nie lor.

Like I want to use also. Big deal. Boleh blah lah.

I challenge you not to smile and say awwwwwwww when you see the picture.









Haha failed right?

We call him Hot Stuff. Because he is like a chic magnet whenever there is a family gathering. So.Irresistable.

"You want to play? I'm game. But just so you know, at the end of the day my objective is to break your heart. Because you broke mine."

Game on.

And you. You and your sweet nothings. I ain't falling for that. I told you I take everything here face value- nothing is for real.

And you. You and your stories. I love you and everything but sometimes repeating same old same old can be quite mentally draining. I would try to fix myself if this is just me, but I see same body language from the rest of them. So please, minimise your drama. Thanks.

And you.


To be honest, I really want to see your face when your heart gets broken. Somehow I feel like you f*cking deserve it. It's about time you take responsibility for whatever shit that you've done.

I want to make sure you get screwed upside down left right centre. I want to make sure you get so broken you wish you could turn back time. I want to make sure you regret for all the things you did and also regret for all the things that you never do.


This has to start now. A decision was made and it will stay that way.

I absolutely adore these two girls.

Thats Babydoll on the left, and thats Gangster Girl (GG) on the right. My cousin, the mother of these two adorable girls, lovingly calls them both Monster Inc. Hahahaha yar well, looks can be deceiving I guess.

Nonetheless, they came over for a surprise visit yesterday. Sweet Sunday.

I could carry Babydoll all day. And I could play with GG till late.

Sometimes, I think GG reminds me of me when I was much younger.

Please come over more often girls! Heck, I'd offer babysitting services for you Kak Narti! Not everyday though, cos I know how they can be during their off days hehehehehheheheheheheh.

Bye Babydoll. Astalavista GG. I'll miss you both. =D

OHNOZE.

ok maybe i'm reading too much into it. shall ROC.

but

cant

help

it

OHNOZE. OK PANIC ATTACK LAUCHING SOON.

Today, I got my refund of balances from the driving school.Attached together with it was the Statement of Account.

In total, I spent two thousand, two hundred and nine dollars and ninety two cents ($2209.92).

That's alot of money. That's almost close to a semester's fee in local uni.

2209.92. Who knew? This better be worth the while.

Past, Present, Future.

I rocked the double persona.

I am rocking to The Pretty Reckless's Zombie.

I will rock the gun exactly like how this looks like.

How low, how low, how low will you push me,

To go, to go, to go, before

I lie down dead.

I'm not burnt out. It's going to happen because I don't want to be burnt out.

1. I've never really seen a pig sweat so to be honest, I really wonder if you can actually sweat like a pig.

2. Sandra Bullock should maybe get together with Keanu Reeves after all. High time.

3.

J, thank you for making my day. tehee.

Me: Ok let's get back to this activity.

Bob: (mimics) Ok let's get back to this activity.

Me: (ignores) We are going to continue from where we left off.

Bob: (mimics) We are going to continue from where we left off.

Me: Right...

Bob: Right.

Me: (looks at Bob) Are you ready?

Bob: Are you ready?


pause.



Me: (goes really fast)PeterPiperpickedapeckofpickledpeppers. A peckofpickledpeppersPeterPiperpicked. If PeterPiperpickedapecofpickledpeppers, where's the peckofpickledpeppersPeterPiperpicked?


Bob:


Who knew mastering a particular tongue twister could actually come in handy one day?


Shut him up for good. Well done, me. Hahah

Test drive. =)

Like FINALLY!

Never had so many ohemjee in a single post.


ohemjee moment #1 :Cusack finally dating someone.
Not sure how to react to this. On one hand, I'm happy that he's finally seeing someone but on the other hand, my sweetheart is prolly off the market soon hahahhahahah.

She's pretty.

ohemjee moment #2: Girlfriend was married to Julian McMahon.
Had (keyword: HAD) a thing for McMahon back in sec school hahaha.

ohemjee moment #3: Girlfriend used to be with Bruce Willis.
Charming as heck, so is no surprise that I liked him too.

ohemjee moment #4: Girlfriend pretty much used to be/is with the guys I like!
Gurrrl, we pretty much have the same taste hahahaha. So if this works out, I approve. =p



AND MOST IMPORTANTLY



ohemjee moment #5 :
Cusack and Jeffrey Dean Morgan is going to be starring in the same movie.
Cusack and JDM is going to be in a single movie??? Do you know HOW AWESOME that is?

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Small confession,: I only watched 2012 because johnny was in it. Sure the effects were superb but you have to admit the storyline is pretty predictable. There. I said it. In small fonts.